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rubaiyyat
20 August 2009 @ 04:09 pm
...and perhaps the most concise I've ever been about why archangels in [info]beyondtherift have about a 75% chance of skeeving me the fuck out...

3:55:30 PM magi: Archangels just tend to hit my "righteous bigoted zealot" buttons.
3:55:53 PM magi: They tend to take me back to sitting in my African-American History classes and learning about lynchings.
3:56:17 PM Jae: ...ohai thar, tears of rage. THAT WAS SUDDEN.
3:56:53 PM magi: ...and being of African-American descent, experiencing and having people in my family who have experienced racism, and knowing that what I and my family have experienced is nothing compared to people elsewhere...
3:57:04 PM Chris: Yeah. :<
3:57:05 PM Jae: *SNUGGLEMAGI* Yeah.
3:57:17 PM Jae: GOD. It hurts my heart. DX
3:57:19 PM Riley: :<
3:58:34 PM magi: BASICALLY, there are way too many parallels between archangel campaigns against demons and some of the worst parts of American history.
3:58:46 PM Jae: Yeahhh.
3:58:57 PM magi: CF This: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tulsa_race_riot vs. the Battle of the Main Gauche.
3:58:59 PM Riley: As someone of Jewish descent... there are way too many parallels between anti-semitism and that.
3:59:19 PM magi: Yeah.
3:59:23 PM Riley: Hate and bigotry tend to follow similar patterns.
3:59:37 PM magi: Because the archangel campaign, or at least Romana's campaign, was effectively one of genocide.
4:00:00 PM Riley: Francis heavily agrees with genocide.
4:00:28 PM magi: And the fact that regardless of status before age 16, once the demon metamorphosis occurs no demon is innocent in the eyes of angelic physiology... well, compare that to any number of religious justifications of genocide in the past.
4:01:29 PM Riley: I've always found justification of genocide interesting because it's very, very rarely the real reason.
4:02:38 PM Riley: Then again, war is the same.
 
 
rubaiyyat
13 May 2009 @ 08:36 pm
[magi] Yes, there is a world out there but it's scaaaary…  
Tomorrow I take my second final of the year, and with that out of the way, I will have completed everything I need to do for my undergraduate degree.

Everything.

I'll be done.

...

This is terrifying.

I've been pretty spotty about everything online, and that will at least hopefully clear up after this. It'll be nice to see if I can get some of the clutter in my life organized, too. I can have a nice, clean conceptual space in which to freak out about the future.

In the mean time, the song Adventures in Solitude is trying to give me a post- high fantasy story idea; the magibrain is trying to cross over Torchwood (which I don't want to rewatch), Fables (which I've never read), [info]beyondtherift (which has a life of its own), and a handful of half-realized braintics together into an original urban fantasy universe; I have the sneaking suspicion that Jonas has secret and very well-hidden Epic going on; I've rediscovered the joys of my ancient SG-1 fanfiction, and !7 is a twelve-year-old boy. Being a millennium old does not make you mature unless you're Ves, apparently.

...

[magi]: *reads this tag, because se's trawling old RP threads*

[The Doctor [!7]]: *slyly* And Jack does not like big "but"s. And he cannot lie!

[magi]: asdfjkl; I am going to beat you with a salmon!

...

One day I will have something substantive here. This is not that day.
 
 
rubaiyyat
21 March 2009 @ 03:03 pm
[Sixten]  
Robot Programmed to Love Goes too Far

"After some limited environmental conditioning, Kenji first demonstrated love by bonding with a a stuffed doll in his enclosure, which he would embrace for hours at a time. He would then make simple, but insistent, inquiries about the doll if it were out of sight. Researchers attributed this behavior to his programmed qualities of devotion and empathy and called the experiment a success.

What they didn’t count on were the effects of several months of self-iteration within the complex machine-learning code which gave Kenji his initial tenderness. As of last week, Kenji’s love for the doll, and indeed anybody he sets his ‘eyes’ on, is so intense that Dr. Takahashi and his team now fear to show him to outsiders.

The trouble all started when a young female intern began to spend several hours each day with Kenji, testing his systems and loading new software routines. When it came time to leave one evening, however, Kenji refused to let her out of his lab enclosure and used his bulky mechanical body to block her exit and hug her repeatedly. The intern was only able to escape after she had frantically phoned two senior staff members to come and temporarily de-activate Kenji."


Perhaps one should consider that (a Love must coexist with both a form of empathy and a prioritization of the other's needs in order to manifest in a healthy form, and (b Love, like any emotion, cannot be tokenized into a set of reactions and external effects. Reverse-engineering cognition from external action is not a terribly efficient mode of inquiry.
 
 
rubaiyyat
20 March 2009 @ 10:00 pm
[magi] Impromptu dumpling stewwwwww  
So, I've been sick. Not massively, debilitatingly so, but it's an annoying lingering cough that makes it difficult for me to do things like, say, get that audio recording for PodCastle done. So I decided that for dinner today I would make a nice, brothy stew in the style of Jonas' meals: throw some lentils and bulgur into a pot with some boullion (I actually used stock base), and violá.

Then I wanted some additional vegetable healthiness, and chopped up some red onion and sweet potato. Then some cabbage. Threw in some oregano and minced garlic. Then, as I was looking over my frozen veggies, I came upon the crowning touch in the side freezer shelf: a bag of frozen Chinese dumplings.

Well, that settled it.

I boiled up the dumplings, tossed them into the stew, and dished it up, while Jonas shook his head in amusement and told me that this was not actually simple fare. Even he admitted that it looked good, though.

(Tastes good, too. ^_^)
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rubaiyyat
19 March 2009 @ 06:35 pm
[Jonas] War makes no allowances for the innocent.  
Ex-Bush admin official: Many at Gitmo are innocent

Many detainees locked up at Guantanamo were innocent men swept up by U.S. forces unable to distinguish enemies from noncombatants, a former Bush administration official said Thursday. "There are still innocent people there," Lawrence B. Wilkerson, a Republican who was chief of staff to then-Secretary of State Colin Powell, told The Associated Press. "Some have been there six or seven years."

Unfortunately this is neither novel nor unusual. War is notorious for failing to contain its effects to soldiers. It preys upon the innocent and bites the hand of the complicit. The worst part, if you don't choose to see it as a redeeming factor, is that it's not a failing of any particular government, people, or official, at least not beyond war itself considered as a failing – it's a fact of how war functions.

It's impossible to wage a clean war without turning it into something else entirely. War is horrible, or else it's ineffective. And confining its horror to one particular cross-section of the enemy does nothing but limit its effectiveness.
 
 
rubaiyyat
18 March 2009 @ 10:36 pm
[Cap'n Jack]  
Knitting.

I haven't taken up knitting yet.
 
 
rubaiyyat
18 March 2009 @ 07:56 am
[magi] System-locked vs. Jack, but...  
Okay, I could have stood to know that earlier. Then again, I could have figured that out earlier, so perhaps I just suck.

One of the things that freaks Jack out the most about this whole immortality shtick? In a way that he can't really logically get himself around or deny so he just has to not examine or he'll be thrown into screaming twitching unhappiness? The fact that if he can die and come back so easily, no harm, no foul, that makes him (so far as life-threatening situations are concerned) the most expendable person on his team. It makes his life cheap. It's a trash commodity – something for which there's no real meaning or repercussions in the tossing away of.

And that... calls up all manner of horrible associations from his Time Agency days.

~_~ That'll make things interesting.

[ETA:] Oh, and not even just his early Agency days, either, but there's a direct parallel to what happened with Boe-Shayne and its being classed as essentially a trash commodity in the Agency's overview of the Time War. *facepalms* Jack, honey, honey, honey, why can't you ever have issues nested fewer than three recursions deep?
 
 
rubaiyyat
17 March 2009 @ 11:17 pm
[Jonas]  
Anyone around?
 
 
rubaiyyat
23 February 2009 @ 01:09 pm
Fledgeling, this is you being thrown from the nest.

Of course you will see the ground comng and ferar, and you will hit the dirt and ache, and think that your father is disappointed in you.

He is not disappointed at you. But he will throw you from these branches until you learn to fly.
 
 
rubaiyyat
19 January 2009 @ 06:58 pm
[Cap'n Jack] Sex and telepathy  
It seems like every time someone gets telepathy in a e21C movie, there has to be a sex scene that shows how much better sex is when one partner can read the other's mind. This almost always takes the form of a post-coital scene where the woman, in that happy panting breathless stage, remarks on how "It was like you were in my mind!"

...now, this may be my peculiar experience of sex, but when I'm in the middle of having it, I'm really not thinking to myself, "Man, I hope they trail their fingers up against my navel, and then maybe they could do that little flicky tongue thing in the dip right behind my ear, that'd be cool." I don't want to be in anyone's head; I want to be in their body, and if you know what to look for, the body will provide all the cues you need it to with regards to how a particular action is going over. It is possible to read reactions, even in sex, especially in sex, without reading minds. In fact it's probably better to pay attention to what the body is saying, rather than waiting for the mind to mediate it.



Besides, sex with telepaths tends to be a lot better for the telepath (who's getting your euphoria on top of their own), unless they happen to be projective telepaths (whole different story).
 
 
rubaiyyat
16 January 2009 @ 02:12 am
Step One: Look at Ye Olde Character List.

Step Two: Break out your character journals and have them ask my characters questions. If they have no questions, have them... I dunno. Say a word or random phrase and I'll throw a character at them to talk about that word or phrase and they can have existential debates about paperclips if that's their kink. The point is random, pointless, stressfree CR. If you demand an explanation out of one of my characters or have legitimate questions, personally and OOC-ly, I can also deal with that.

Step Three: There is no step three.
 
 
 
 
rubaiyyat
03 July 2008 @ 06:12 pm
[Lis]  
Can I just say, right off the bat, that I don't hate my brother? And I never did? I mean, okay, sometimes I hated him, but I never really... that sounds stupid. Would it be any better if I said that sometimes I was in hate with him?

He made some really stupid choices and those came back and bit us all, and I was never happy with that. And I kinda hope he's doing all right, nowadays. It's just a bit hard to get in touch when you've been retroactively and anteroactively scrubbed from existence.
 
 
rubaiyyat
08 June 2008 @ 08:15 pm
Dolphin!Jack chat. FR YR EDIFICATION. )
 
 
rubaiyyat
22 May 2008 @ 11:22 pm
[magi] Coruscant ship. I'll format it all purty later.  
Read more... )
 
 
rubaiyyat
13 May 2008 @ 11:16 am
[magi] {System-locked} Jack....  
Jack, you know I love you, and it's great that you've been around so much, and I'm glad you're having so much fun in BTR, but seriously? You're doing the whole bleedover thing, and that's not cool.

I mean, I guess it's great that it's not the soulcrushing angst of the whole Rose explosion or the Tosh thing, but seriously? I look at Sam's picture and go all fluttery?

You're adorable. But stop it.
 
 
rubaiyyat
23 April 2008 @ 08:52 am
[Cap'n Jack]  
My name is not Quintus!
 
 
rubaiyyat
30 March 2008 @ 01:50 am
[The Doctor [!7]]  
...why is everyone so offput by my face?

[ETA: Magi, I see what you're doing with that mood field.]
 
 
Current Mood: sulky
 
 
rubaiyyat
29 March 2008 @ 05:56 pm
[The Doctor [!7]] A face!  
I have a face!

In fairness, this is not a new occurrence. I've had a face as long as I can remember. Although, to look at the icon I've been using here for so long, one might come to some... interesting other conclusions. •ponders•

The face in this icon isn't quite right, but all in all magi did a good job of finding a passable likeness. Stand us side by side and you'd notice the differences, but we might be mistaken for each other on the street. From a distance. Assuming there were no telltale signs like a velker chasing the one of us.